I don't want to die of natural causes like old age or cancer.

2022.01.23 06:49 40M0 I don't want to die of natural causes like old age or cancer.

When I die, which probably won't be for a very long time, I want to die by my own doing like a drug od. Would just have some fun doing them until I can't anymore. I just think the worst death would be to slowly feel the life being sucked from your body, day after day.
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2022.01.23 06:49 thatdiabetic16 Door to my uncle's basement

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2022.01.23 06:49 wheresmecash Decluttered my setup. This was the result.

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2022.01.23 06:49 SlinkBoss I'm scared of posting on this subreddit

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2022.01.23 06:49 smithkerk If you're looking for a unique piece come and check my account

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2022.01.23 06:49 _Mexican People knowing where I am even when I don't move

Hey there just started playing about 2 months ago and every time I get killed it's in the wierdest way today though it was obvious they knew where I was, I was playing I reserve an I went into a building and was looting until I heard someone walking I froze found a hiding place crouched and sat there for about 5 minutes not moving or anything. After those 5 minutes someone got killed in the room next to me (I stayed hidden without moving) after that the player that killed the other guy started looking (actively looking) for me I saw him pass my hiding spot about 2 or 3 times eventually he found and killed me I don't know if I'm doing something wrong or I missed something but yeah that was my experience
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2022.01.23 06:49 Casboy07 I don’t understand

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2022.01.23 06:49 criusshadow Why do UP students love Miriam Defensor-Santiago?

She's a trapo.
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2022.01.23 06:49 Financial_Trick_3081 server properties

server properties i cant open server properties with .txt file and i cant edit it

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2022.01.23 06:49 ainbheartach No one is safe from the rich elite’s abuse of British law. Just ask Charlotte Leslie

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2022.01.23 06:49 Fatal_Error- Mission fail, streak 7, lets go again, Day 1

Im tinking, what is the probleam with me? Why make this shit, im mean, im become sad, every time im "finish", I think, pleasure is momentary, why would I do this? And when I realize, I'm already doing "that" again. I already understand that this is a big problem, and I will not give up on solving it, but it is being too challenging, if anyone can give me a hint, I would be very grateful :D
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2022.01.23 06:48 ReikonNaido Any help for a new player?

So I haven't played any fifa game, consoles or mobile. Fifa mobile 22 beta popped up in my recommendation and that was my first time playing a fifa game and I liked it. So today after realising the game is out I downloaded it and to be honest I'm quite overwhelmed. Most things I'll understand myself but I wanted some tips for upgrading as to how and whom to upgrade also the skill boosts(finishing, shooting, etc).
Also any tips how to manage my coins, the best way to use them?
Thanks in advance.
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2022.01.23 06:48 Mrs-Infamous Need Kindness and Support

Writing this hoping no one in my personal life finds this. I'm absolutely distraught right now and feeling helpless. So sorry for the long read. (About 1700 words) 😞
This morning... I took a pregnancy test following a missed period and about 14 to 21 days of unusually painful back and stomach pains. I'd been faithfully on birth control for many months, but for the first time I missed doses due to staying at work past my usual hours. I dropped them about 14 days ago due to pursuing fitness goals and balancing my mood.
My pregnancy test shows a big blue + and it sent me spiraling. I cannot recall a single time in my life in which I could say, I want a baby. I feel terrible... All my girlfriends adore their children or want babies. I should want children. I should be full of joy... but my life is so different from my peers.
I turn 22 in July, and reside with my mom. She cannot work and turns 70 soon. My father died in 2010. My family's finances are terribly rocky, as all my brothers (20-30 years older than me), and their families rely on my mom occasionally. I am the most well-off member in our family. I've managed to put away 25,000 in savings and pay a significant amount (higher than the average rent in our area) to help support my mom and me. I am a licensed driver, pay all my insurances, and earn $18.50 an hour working a night job. I am the top choice for a supervisor role opening up soon... it's worth $24 an hour and will further my goals. Before last summer, I was in the process of applying for a business management and leadership degree through a discount program my company offers. I put college on hold and thought I should enjoy the summer and my 21st birthday.
My boyfriend is the only person who knows. We've been together since June 2021 and he's genuinely a good guy, I adore him but our differences are strong.
He's almost 26 and lives alone at his apartment nearby. He's a job hopper, and out of work pending a simple surgery in February. He earns $16 an hour. His vehicle needs replaced... the check engine light has been on since before I met him, it's leaking every fluid besides gasoline and transmission fluid, it survived hitting two trees and has boards replacing a main window. He's put off finding something else.
I come from a strong military family and strict Christian household. I am pioneering as far as how much I've accomplished as a female and not becoming a teen mom. My boyfriend comes from a split family and barely sees his mom since moving away from her at 19. His father was primarily absent until he became an adult.
One of our main issues has been... our substance problems. I used pills sporadically, had eating disorders from 13-20, was drinking heavily for months at 19 and 20, and am diagnosed with moderate to severe depression and high functioning anxiety. I am not medicated for either, but maintain through self-awareness, rigorous fitness, healthy dieting, journaling and my primary passion: writing. I handled my problems alone and am in full recovery.
But my boyfriend has been smoking weed since 15... which both his parents let him do and did with him. He's used psychedelics from a young age but as far as I know, he does not now. He drinks heavily to a degree, though it's not as bad as when I met him. His father is a functioning alcoholic and for him and his family.. it's all a fun time.
I made it clear early on I did not want to being a baby into a household full of smoking and alcohol. His family openly indulges in front of his young niece and it's been uncomfortable for me since day one. In hindsight our union seems like a summer fling... but I commit genuinely. I am his first serious girlfriend and I am blunt when it comes to dating with an intent to grow.
I will not ask him to stop drinking or smoking as I know it's such a huge part of his life, but he's told me several times he wishes to slow his indulgences. When I offer alternatives... he goes into defense mode. And regardless of any progress he's made, as soon as he's around his family, all moderation goes out the window.
Our other primary problem is.... I explained to him I feel as though our relationship is scheduled around him and his family. I barely see my family since dating him and he's only been around them 3 times. But the first 4 or 5 months, I spent all my days off in a town 45 minutes away from ours with him so he could stay at his father and his wife's property. All my passions are scheduled around our work schedules, my family's plans, his family's plans, his plans, and when he comes to hang out. He's a very spur-of-the-moment planner and drops things on me last moment while I typically notify him days ahead of time. I came to terms months ago and began pulling away, opting to spend my days off at home... but I barely hear from him when he's not with me. He's been out of work since mid-November and tells me he's bored and does nothing all day... but rarely reaches out or responds within an hour if at all. I feel like my absence does not affect him.
When him and I spend time together, he's great but distant when he's at his apartment or his dad's. He's funny and has good intentions, though it feels like I'm dating a 15 year old. His only hobbies are lying around on his phone and video games. He goes hunting occasionally in the winter, which I am excluded from and involves a copious amount of alcohol. Any summer activities include his family and alcohol.
Things came to a head months ago and I did not think things could last but I intended to stay at least until he'd gone through surgery. I scheduled days off work to drive him around and spend the night with him.
I see a lot of his father's beliefs in him and it's a silent and uncomfortable clash. My boyfriend's humor is hard to discern occasionally. His open use of the n-word bothers me - it's something I heard from my family growing up but I find it gross. We're all white Americans. He has misogynistic views and double-standards such as openly expressing when he finds other girls appealing. He justifies this as I'm bi but I tell him regularly, I know he's going to look at other girls but I absolutely do not need to know. Also, he's put off by homosexuality. My family has archaic beliefs too, but my beliefs are mine.
Two examples thus far... He drug me to Hooter's with his father, father's wife, sister, and her fling. His father made crude jokes about our server and others. Both of them openly glanced at some of the girls.... and he got uncomfortable when a man smiled at me. I thought the experience was extremely trashy and it is something his whole family makes fun of me for.
I found out he has an issue browsing material on the internet when I stumbled upon his Instragram page. He was following a bunch of girls posting illicit material. He had categories dedicated to specific girls and such... but not a single picture of us in our 6 months and it was affecting our intimacy. BUT... when I jokingly bring up starting an OnlyFans... he tells me he'd break-up with me. I do not mind him browsing occasionally... all of us do, but his double-standards are glaring. He will buy into all this content but dehumanizes the women.
All of this creates so much doubt and fear as I consider bringing our baby into this world. I am not ready. Preventing pregnancy and not procreating for me has been a selfless decision. I feel selfish giving birth to a baby when this is the life I maintain. I see all the things I want for myself spiraling the drain. Abortion will get me shunned from our families if they find out and I am afraid I will regret my choices. But if I miscarry, I know I will be incredibly torn up.
I genuinely need my boyfriend's input and want to honor his wishes but he's unable to express his feelings. He tells me the decision is mine, but when he assumed I was leaning towards abortion... he fell to pieces. I made it clear how much I need him to open up, but he changed the topic to having a "real" pregnancy test done then went on to ask about lunch plans. He did receive the news very well and he spent the whole day with me. We went grocery shopping and spent time watching movies at his apartment before going back to my house. He also made dinner.
I do not want him living with my mom and I or living in her home while I raise our baby, as she's older and has extreme mood swings and becomes upset easily. But I will need to support her with up to $800 each month on top of all my insurance and vehicle bills, plus all the expenses a baby requires. Today is only the second time I've been in his home and it's very dirty. I am a clean freak and I know I will end up being the primary keeper. He has several guns lying around and his marijuana and things usually sit out in the open... it's an uncomfortable truth.

I am terrified he will keep living his fun life while I do it all or he will check out entirely months in but he assures me he things will be fine. My family is loving and has raised many kids and his family will want to be included... but I still feel so alone. I am fully content to hide this from all friends and family for as long as possible. All of this is so fresh in my mind and it's painful. Just seeking kindness and support by posting this. 
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2022.01.23 06:48 DesiredEnlisted Like bro I can’t do it correctly :(

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2022.01.23 06:48 Lets-Travel-Together First Solo Trip to Peru Recommendation

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2022.01.23 06:48 BlockBrown I found a lone dessert tile

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2022.01.23 06:48 DirectorDecent MC RIDE HEARS GOODBYE BY SEWERSLVT[Meme]

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2022.01.23 06:48 SuperMaxMaxMax UK - Has anyone here in the UK ordered a bike recently? What's the actual delivery time like?

I'm going to get a Rhino 6+ but the delivery times seem very long. Wondered what anyone's real world experience was like? The website says they're in stock but still a 5 to 8 week delivery, which seems excessive
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2022.01.23 06:48 MrScarlet101 Was ist eure Preisschmerzgrenze beim Smartphonekauf?

Smartphones wurden mit der Zeit immer teurer, aber auch leistungsfähiger und verfügen über immer mehr nützliche Features. Da es mittlerweile für jede Preisklasse etwas gibt, würde mich interessieren, wo bei euch die Grenzen sind.
Für mich persönlich liegt meine Grenze bei 1000€. Ich bin irgendwie nicht gewillt einen vierstelligen Betrag für solch ein Gerät auszugeben. Mein aktuelles Smartphone (A52s 5G) liegt im Mittelklassesegment und kostete mich 350€. Aber ich besaß auch schon Geräte für 700-800€.
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2022.01.23 06:48 skylark25666 Cursed_chair

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2022.01.23 06:48 Exyi I couldn't figure out something funny but somehow I know this belongs here.

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2022.01.23 06:48 ghostfaceinspace The movie only being 1 hour and 47 minutes before the end credits

come on Radio Silence we Scream fans could've handled another 13-20 minutes.
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2022.01.23 06:48 BOBOLIU Modern Fortran logo

The modern Fortran logo looks great. Could we use it as this subreddit's logo?
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2022.01.23 06:48 crytoloover Benefit Yourself From Yield Farming Returns On EasyFi Network | Yield Farming Explained

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2022.01.23 06:48 bornawinner Ultimate options counter argument.

Fellas. Who should read this? Option buyers or apes who are starting to think "whats the harm.. a premium? Having to buy 100 shares?"

No. The harm is your option contract can get nulled by clearing houses under "extreme liquidity issues" does this sound familiar? Yes thats right, your "contract" isnt even real, let alone the shares youd get for exercising on a broker(who will fuck you and your option, because they can.) I have yet to have a single shill-option buyer explain to me in simple wording, how they are not betting on kenny not fucking them. 
Listen carefully here. Your option is held on the brokers we so distrust, why is it different this time? Its not. You guys got baited by pickel man selling you a dream your ego cannot ignore "Options are only for smart apes with alota money" this one line almost cucked the entire thing.
First the statement says you are smart if u know how options work(you arent) then it says another call to ego " lots of money", its a TRIPLE whammy. Not only does this trick some weaker minded less informed apes, but also since it is targeted at rich apes it is drawing a significant portion of shares away from the fucking crooks!
Tdlr :options contracts are as real as the shares you buy on robinhood, fake. Your an idiot if you think these fuckers are gonna let you exercise options when the time is right. My proof? Jan 26.
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